Tried to quit a couple of times during the first year of grad school, but I was dating a different girl who smoked at the time, and living with a different roommate who was a HEAVY smoker, as was his GF. I haven't had a cigarette for a few years now. It sounded like a great idea at the time, in the way that many drunken ideas do. I also started my wife smoking, back when we first started dating. I've been smoking on and off ever since. Smoked on and off until I hit 19, then I went to university and had it turn into a full blown 25 a day habit.
Fast forward to age ten or eleven.
SMOKE SIGNALS - DARK SIDE FORUM
I quit when things got better, and now I only smoke occasionally with friends, maybe cigarettes every two weeks. I never heard the word fetish until I was twenty-two or twenty-three years old, but, certainly I had one. Sep 28, Posts: Feb 3, Posts: They were doing some sort of awareness protest or something and he was fighting the urge to fall asleep after several hours of sitting there, so he lit up a cigarette to stay awake. Nov 11, Posts: So, to fill my need, i started smoking.